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AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I have to confess something! I have been on this diet for about 6 months now. 1,500 calories a day,max. No sweets, no fried foods, and easy on the carbs. With 45 minutes of cardio 5 days a week.
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Can you believe it, 50 more shopping days until Christmas. Trust me, I'm not counting. It's posted all over my favorite store(wal-mart of course! What else.) I feel old when I say 'where did this year go?' It's probably because I did nothing important all year long. I worked, slept, drove, and ate. I think that my goal for next year is not to just let time pass by me. I'm going to do something important with it. Don't ask me what. Of course college is in there, but I would like 2006 to be an exciting year. Help me out here. Suggestions... I live on my own and I'm not wealthy. I'm a young female with limited friends. :~} oops did I just admit to that out loud?? LOL Oh well I'm not scared!! LOL So help me out folks!
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Do you ever wonder what life is REALLY about? Is it to survive? To just scrape by. Is it a lesson to our souls? Is it all a joke? A game if you will. You think that you have free will. Meanwhile there's someone up there putting thoughts and emotions into our heads. Or is it something to mearly pass the time with? Maybe our souls were bored where they were and decided to switch things up a bit. Is the way our lives pan out a... chance, plan, accident, or does it matter at all? Is it really the homeless guys fault he's asking you for some change. Does he deserve to be there?? Was it something he did in this life or another?? Could he have prevented it? And if so, why didn't he? (And why do you feel the need to be so cold to him?? As if his life doesn't suck enough. Don't ignore him!! That could very easily be you. Or maybe you hate to think about that so you pretend he doesn't exist.) You tell me...
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Damn I'm tired. Call me a baby but for the past five days I've worked 12 hour shifts! Not used to that!! LOL A 60 hour paycheck will be nice though!! Ok I just really need to get this off my chest!! My bra just won't fit me any more! :~} So I have to share my sexual experance with an Asian man. Ok so ya you've heard that they were small, no offense, but I had no idea it was THAT small!! Take a minute and point to the sky with your index finger!! That's giving him too much credit!! But totally amazing at going down town. I saw the light ladies!! Amazing. Knowing how to go down just isn't enough! Sorry. Call me superficial, but if I were in a relationship with him I would cheat on him for sure. You need to be satisfied in all corners. Don't you agree?? If I can't feel it...NEXT!
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My little sister just left me the most heart felt message on my blog. She told me that she hopes to be just like me when she's grown. She said she's so proud of me. When really it's her that pulls me along.
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My partner at work was telling me some stories about daily reactions he gets from people. You know the whole "oh my god he's looking at me I need to lock my car doors" type of thing. Why is it that in the year 2005 people still think that because someone is black that they will rob them?? Is it the constant negative portrayal of people in Hollywood movies? A black man is wearing a bandana, you look over at him, he looks back at you and sudenly you feel yourself gripping your purse for dear life. What is wrong with Americans. With all of the cultures and colors America holds you would think that people wouldn't be so ignorant. Maybe I am holding this country on a pedestal that is much to high! You tell me. You may say it's the older generations who were brought up with segregation. It's not though. These are 30 year old people I'm talking about. For the sake of my future children I hope that one day this country will not be so superficial. It won't matter what is on the outside but what is within. Let me know what you all think about this!!
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Ok. I work in a factory. I'm young and still sort of new at the whole workplace edicit. I always told myself that I would never be two-faced. You all know what that is. Yet everyone one around me is that way! I am slowly finding myself conforming to the "ways of the workplace". I am still undecided whether or not this is a bad thing!
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